aiyai yai...

I would want to tell the ppl around me that sometimes it sucks for i cant tell what i feel.
Sometimes it felt like crap that i have to pretend that " yeah, i'm fine with u being his buddies". damn. wish i can just tell u how i really feel.

In the office now, freezing to death. a fried just ping me in MSN and sent me their Singapore trip. sigh... boleh pulak send me the pics with the person i am trying not to talk too anymore. i dont think my friend knew the real juice of our beef. but hey, be sensitive la cibai...

marah plak nih.
sigh...

later, plan to go dinner with Kurt. mane pulak nak bawak malam nih.