weedNeedDays !!!

alrighty... definitely the most fast track day for me. woke up 730am, and left to office by 845am. F*cking traffic jam!!! stuck for more than an hour ! *chill chill.
office... Crucifying. (end of story).
Now, still in office, doing nothing much. Just thinking, yeah... thinking. I think ! some says too much. hehe
Tonight is the launch of our Urban Republic night, maybe later i ll have more to write

The Cynical Reflection

l see him there in the looking glass,
A shadow reflected, a silhouette…
a solitary figure,
he’s alone.
Alone for reasons one cannot comprehend,
Lost there in the mists,
the harbor of the heart.

I see his head nod,
his shoulders shake just a bit,
nearly imperceptible.
The cracks are well-worn but patched,
A foundation built of episodes,
years of pain - solid and sturdy.


he is strong now - or is he?
bulwarked by the trauma,
Fortified by the tears of broken relationships,
Strengthened by the love he has earned for himself…
A love grown in the darkness,
nurtured in the mist,
Cherished on the waves and the long dusty path.



It is a smile he shows in his reflection…a broken smile,
an enduring chuckle,
That doesn’t quite reach his eyes or dance in his soul.
he’s alone.
Alone by choice,
alone for reasons none may know,
None may want to know,
unless they join him in the laughter.

LuQ
July2005
TwistedDemented

Star Today

Happiness is not something you have, it's something you feel. You can experience it, regardless of what is (or isn't) in your possession. Likewise, you can suffer from the lack of it, regardless of how rich you may be. We forget this. We treat joy as if it were a commodity rather than an emotion, and then we wonder why it keeps eluding us. There is nothing that you now, need to attain. You already have all you require in order to feel good about yourself, your life, your situation - and your future.
My Horoscope for today... *damn . . .

that Bunny hopped in my pants . . .

Today was an ok day for me. came work early, but waited early one hour outside of the office since I didnt have the door key!!! (felt so stupid coming in early today). So yeah, meeting as usual, and lunch time i ran over to Coffee Bean just to cool myself off. cool off my as* !!! haha... came this guy that has been calling me and sms-ing me to meet him (he's from Herbalife), to just have a casual chat on 'How To Lose Weight'. talk talk chat chat and he weight me (YUP!!he brought along a weight machine), wanted to measure my waist, i said " No way!!! not here !!! :P ". we laughed of course, my tone wasn't that rude. or wasnt rude enough ^_^ !
ok...I'm a person who doesnt mind being 'fluffy' <--(as Gabriel Iglesias would say), I might put it this way, i love what i have since baby-hood and proud to be amongst the one that carry themselves well. anyways, that wasnt suppose to sound egoistic or sorts, but... i m like that la kan ... lol.
Back to this Herbalife guy, named Jet btw. Jet make sure i understood what he said, and actually, he is the first person that really taken me aback in lose weight. So i bought the things ( protein shake, some more protein shake and a tea powder ). I actually just tried it, and it tasted like one of those flavoured protein drink u can find in health 'freak' shop. Not bad.. not baad at all. but it gives me hiccup. havent hiccup-ed for a while now, i like it. haha. *psycho, i know !
Had dinner, a pretty ok ones. not enjoyable. wont reveal why ;) *This would be a 'happy' blog of mine.
Talking abg 'happy', ( it does sounds fake), well... ok. watched Oprah Prime Time last night, she was with Uma Thurman. didnt really watched it, as i kept on changing channel, from CSI to MTV, to channel V and the movies channel. but one part caught me when Oprah 'now big again' Winfrey, asked Thurman "is that pictures of you and yr husband, hugging, kissing, and happy, is just a show for the lense or that is reality for u?". I was like, wtf !!! she is so cool to throw that question after the screen behind them showing some pics of Uma Thurman kissing on at the beach, and walking the red carpet wth her hubby. That questions hit me hard as well. think abt what i ve posted on the picture gallery, anywhere in the net, its just look fake to me. *sigh... suicidal dah ni :p
well, here i attached some pics i received today from friends and the photographer from that night at Maison Grand Launch.
Enjoy.

Shai's Bachelorette Party @ MAISON

Ms Shai is no longer gonna Miss anymore. The girl that has always been hanging out with me is getting maried next month, and so. . . we threw a party for her. Where, of course Maison-hip-couture-pink-rawbricks- club. and it was one of a good one.
They came late, some issues that cant be reveal online. haha... a silly one, u wont want to know. Walking through the red carpet underneath the magnificent maroon canopy, we enter Maison and went straight to beds. some of the girls jump straight on and dance, and jumping like they ve just moved to a new house. well, Maison does seems comfortable and feels homely (stike 1 !!! we did it!)
Shai seems happy to be there, opening those vulgar and x rated presents that she received, and had a couple of drinks before they head on to the dancefloor downstairs. Everyone seems to enjoy, Aniza was one of the girls that kept on dancing. alas... we all lie on the bed, take pictures and chat. 215am,they head home. i heard shai mentioned that its too much fun that she doesnt want to get married. !!! haha... bodo nih ! anyways, it was a great good clean fun we had. and hopefully, we ll be able to do it again, together.

Congratulations Ms Shairini. have a great wedding...

MAISON - theHouse Grand Launch

Wednesday-19April2006


the new club MAISON, that is next to Asian Heritage Row is such a beauty. It may sounded like i am compulsory to typed that down, but it is gorgeous. Being part of the team (i like the sound;being part of the family), made me reaslise how much hard work and effort needed to make an event such a memorable and succesful one.
It was a great night, apart of being there since Monday, and trying to solve lots of issues regarding the Grand Launch, gone in an instant. Me and Aidreen head to the room that we booked in Sheraton to get ready and dress ourselves while waiting for Kem, Joachim, Esh and others to come and put on our gears. Head back to the club just before 730pm and the crowd starts to come in. Lots of new buddies I have made that night. but seriously, with all the liquors and beers, I am totally brain washed the next day to remember their names. but it is all good, as I am sure, I will meet them again ^_^ .
The ventilation was poor upstairs, and the toilet came from flooded to have no more water running from the tap. scary as it was for the operation team, we try to make it all soothing and un noticable ( like duh...) to all the customers that came for the launch.
I was in my British India attire top to toe (Not the shoe, it was armani :p ), Joachim, hurm... some nice outfit ~, Esh with the very cool Zara jacket, Aidreen looks gorgeous in the skirt and top. She kept on bitching abt the hair that everyone love so much. wonder why ?! :p Kem wore all black, some ppl mistaken him for the the security guys. haha. that was fun! Uncle came with a very vintage Chinese jacket that look good on him. eventhough i seen him wore that at some cousins' wedding early this yeat, Mr GM (Sam) is all black and white suit<-- as a GM can be :) we all look good, and all the people that came looks good as well. ( I hope I looked good )
It was a great night, as some people left early, me and Kem head to the room first as he was pissed drunk. And then, he starts to snore... ai~ couldnt sleep, woke up, went to office, and later that night, try to sleep... and i didnt ... haha.. insomniac strikes me 3 days in a row.
Didnt take a lot of pictures from my camera, we had photographers, they ll send in Monday. maybe then I can steal some from em :p hee hee.

My Second Blog After 3 Years

I guess the first account that was deleted 3 years ago did it justice. I felt bored not writing abt my stuff nowadays. well, apart of my multiply that seems not that famous than the blogspot i had 3 years ago :p (maybe it was famous because of the 'interesting' input), no harm in making a new one. but rest asure, if it bores u, just click to 'next blog' icon. haha ...
so here I am, Sunday afternoon, had a huge lunch (my mum made mee rebus), still dizzy of last night party, and hopefully I'll get to catch a short nap.
hurm... I ll let this one be on top first, and will jot down a new blog, maybe later tonight, or later in 5 mins. haha. i want to sleep !!!